Category Archives: Hailey

When you miss somebody

You miss all of them. When you miss somebody you don’t just miss them as they were a few months or years ago, you miss them running around in diapers with curls bouncing and baby teeth grinning. When you miss … Continue reading

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I really, really miss my sisterI knew I would miss her…and I would get to see her through her daughter – which is a gift that I will never be able to comprehend – but oh God, I miss her … Continue reading

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Donna…the Transformational Life Coach – and what the heck is reunion energy healing anyway?

Hola!Here I go again, pouring my heart out on the computer screen. I have had 3 energy healing sessions with Donna and its always amazing, right on the money and very peaceful. If you are wondering what this is all … Continue reading

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I will see you in your dreams…

 She’s got wings, she’s got wings…  Hailey always told Colleen that she would see her in her dreams. I asked Colleen if she has had any dreams about her mama. “Yes.” This is what she is dreaming every … Continue reading

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I don’t believe in coincidences

My sister passed at 5:05 PM, this song was played at her funeral at her request. She made this request in February.China Doll ~ by the Grateful DeadA pistol shot, at five oclock, the bells of heaven ring,Tell me what … Continue reading

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So much – my most brutally honest post

I have so much going though my head right now its insane If you have a problem with brutal honesty and cussing – you should stop reading now What the fuck, a week+ ago I was told that my sister … Continue reading

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The best update ever….

Hello!!!!! I am sure most of you know by now, but I just wanted to make it official on the blog. Hailey and I went to MD Anderson (stupid videos coming to you very soon!) and the specialist at MD … Continue reading

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Hailey Update

Hey all.Hailey has new tumors. There is at least one big one on the muscle tissue surrounding her bladder. She will have surgery sometime this week we guess. Her oncologist wanted to wait to send her to TX for scans … Continue reading

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Just a quickie…

To explain my FB status, I am just really irritated today. I truly do not fake my happiness and joyful spirit – but today I am mad.Hailey is in the hospital again because of her blood count. I just saw … Continue reading

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We can change the world with our own two hands….

Wow, its been a long time since I wrote on here…I feel bad and I have been missing it. I am so busy with Soul Shine, work, family, trying to keep up on the laundry…blah, blah, blah…trying to fit a … Continue reading

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